Nooj

Between my shadow and my soul

Something I never thought I would understand

No one talks about this part, the being a leaf in the wind part.
So I'm saying it. You will not care, you will get to a point where nothing can take this away from you even if it just left five minutes ago. And it's totally out of character for your need to control. You haven't become someone else, or forgotten who you are, you just have learnt a new coping mechanism.
If the first person who discovered fire had just put her hand over it to own it, she would have burnt her fingers and put out the fire. So you must be alright with exposing it to the wind, it can only get stronger or fly away and you have no choice in the matter.
Without thinking you trust the wind, because otherwise you'll miss out on the scenery. And that will be missing the whole point of jumping. Jumping with your eyes closed out of fear or ignorance means you didn't really want to jump.
I'm sorry if I appear a little removed from it all right now, because until I crash land there's nothing that can make me care.
Ila yawmil waqtil ma'loom

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M Junaid August 17, 2009 at 8:33 PM  
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Azra August 18, 2009 at 12:23 AM  

Just want to say thanks for the honour of keeping c-box :D

But, unfortuantely, since you've moved house all the locks have changed and I can't seem to enter. I can't access or comment...its dead to my cursor :(

Work in Progress August 18, 2009 at 8:54 PM  

I like the new look...

Nooj August 18, 2009 at 11:34 PM  

MJ sometimes ur reveries make more than nothing :P

Azzy wth? I think its jadoo :P weird tho so far others have been able to maybe u were trying while i was going crazy changing the colours?

WIP- I'm still waiting to see ur FOB from USA look :P